Thursday, May 25, 2006

i m really really stressed. its really been a horrid week for me. cant wait to jet off to hong kong for 5 days and leave all the nonsense behind. the trip might not be a relaxing as i think it to be, parents, cant relate to them at all. here i was on the phone telling my mom wad the doctor said. and there she was dismissing ever reason for another cause. oh wells.

den i sit down and ask myself why m i stressed?

1. i seem so far from God, its like recently i m like so void of passion and fire. i just feel like i ve burned out. like service has become a chore. and the cell is no longer as comfortable as it used to be.
2. homework homework and more homework. its like i know i procrastinate alot la. its really my own fault. oh wells.
3. test and exams. not really getting the grades i wanna get. chem SPA was one good example.
4. alot of catching up, dun understand alot of my chem, econs, CHINESE and lit.
5. the stupid debate thing thats gonna take up alot of my time. and the teacher whos not doing me any favours.
6. the problems that other people throw to me.
7. the fact that most people i talk to end up lecturing me instead of comforting me.
8. like no one really has the time to just sit down and chat with me.
9. the one person i tot hu was different thinks so little of me.

thanks world. u suck BIG time.

|cowpoo| 3:57 PM|

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